waiting out the black fog


Still going through a rough patch. I feel totally overwhelmed with everything. I just can’t put into words how lonely and isolating it is to be depressed. I can’t explain how just getting out of bed is the only thing I can manage in a day only to be so exhausted I just crawl right back in it again an hour later….I can’t make decisions. I can’t finish chores ~ If I even find the energy to start them at all. I haven’t been outside except to go to my N/A meetings (3 nights of the week). I am living on coffee and cereal. I am not functioning. It’s a horrible feeling to be so sad and empty. As usual, I know if I can just ride it out, It will get better in time. Hopefully the ride won’t be for very long and I will soon feel better. Until then, I guess I just wait.


1 Comment (+add yours?)

  1. robbear13
    Jun 26, 2015 @ 08:55:06

    Oh, Jacquie! I’m so sad to hear this. I had hoped that you would be doing better, given the effort you’ve put into trying to be healthier.
    If I were closer, I’d come over and hold your paw — er, um, hand (you’re not a Bear; you’re a Human), and bring some soup. But, then, it may be too hot for soup; maybe jelly salad. I don’t know. I just wish there were something I could do to help.
    I do hope th coming week is better — much better.
    Blessings and Bear hugs from the not-so-wild west!


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