Spring is coming

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I have been feeling so good the past few weeks. I don’t know if its the fact that spring is just around the corner, or if its the medication change. I’m pretty sure that being clean and sober for 44 days has a huge impact too. I don’t really feel the need to analyze why ~ I’m just grateful for feeling so much better.

I have been going to bed early every night and waking up early in the morning. That’s a huge step for me. And this change alone seems to be what has propelled me on upwards. I am getting things done. Lots of things! I finally feel like I have some energy and motivation once again. Life right now is good.

I have picked out the colour that I’m going to be painting my bedroom. I got a new comforter for the bed and took down the dark curtains. Already the room feels lighter and more inviting. I can’t wait to get started on painting it. I’ll probably start doing it in the next week or too. Hopefully I can get it done before my surgery on April 15th. It would be nice to come home from the hospital into a brand new room. (No more bad memories) I’m trying to put things behind me now and really work hard at staying happy ~ and sober ~ and enjoy life after such a long time struggling with my depression and addiction.

Again, as I have said many times before,… baby steps. It doesn’t matter how slow you are moving ~ just so long as it is forward.

Roll on spring! I am ready for you,…

 

 

 

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1 Comment (+add yours?)

  1. robbear13
    Mar 05, 2016 @ 23:42:10

    This all sounds quite exciting, quite positive. I hope these things continue!

    Blessings and Bear hugs!

    Reply

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