wasted long weekend

Wow, this weekend has not been good at all. I feel so low and sad that my chest actually feels heavy and so sad. Don’t know why,… as usual this feeling just takes over and I feel so powerless to change it. Tired, sad, empty,…

I haven’t left my apartment in a few days. I feel like all I want to do is sleep and cry. Such a horrible feeling.

Not a good blog entry. Sorry. But I just feel like I am struggling so much. I don’t even want to write about it right now. I am ok,… just not functioning very well.  BLAH!

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1 Comment (+add yours?)

  1. robbear13
    Jul 04, 2016 @ 01:02:57

    I am so sorry to hear how hard you have been struggling! Especially when others are partying. Even when you don’t feel anything, you’re still struggling, because you know this isn’t right and it isn’t the way you want it to be. I don’t have any suggestions Except that I would be glad to hold your paw, er, um, hand — I’d be glad to hold your hand for a while, long-distance, if that would help.
    Blessings and Bear hugs.

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