wasted long weekend

Wow, this weekend has not been good at all. I feel so low and sad that my chest actually feels heavy and so sad. Don’t know why,… as usual this feeling just takes over and I feel so powerless to change it. Tired, sad, empty,…

I haven’t left my apartment in a few days. I feel like all I want to do is sleep and cry. Such a horrible feeling.

Not a good blog entry. Sorry. But I just feel like I am struggling so much. I don’t even want to write about it right now. I am ok,… just not functioning very well.  BLAH!