~ jacquie~rose

My fridge is still empty,… I still can’t do the things I need to do like change sheets and do laundry. I need help but it isnt’ coming. I have been left on my own to just wing it.

I’m not going to. I am just going to end my life. Becasue life is too fucking hard right now. It’s a grind.

I NEED GROCERIES!!!!! But I can’t get them on my own. I have to ask someone,….

I need help with housework but I wont’ get any,….

I still can’t feel my arms or hands and no longer can use my hands. I cna’t squeeze the toothpaste out of the tube as my hand doe3ns’t work.

I hate my life.

I am ending it

Gppd bye

Thanks for helping world,…. come see my empty fridge and then ask why I killed myself

Published by jacquie~rose

I’m a 60 year old woman who suffers from depression/social anxiety/OCD/and I'm a recovering drug addict. When the computer era came in I discovered “blogging”. Since I have a lot of family & friends that live some distance away (Canada, United Kingdom & Australia) I found this to be a great way to keep everyone up-to-date on my daily life. It started out as a non-descript everyday blog. But over the past few years it has since turned into a journal of my life dealing with the above mentioned issues. Not many people knew how badly I suffered from this mental illness and addiction so it came as some-what of a shock for them. I had always tried to hide my illness every way I could. But now, It’s ‘un-hidable’. People notice the change in me. So instead of trying to find excuse after excuse to explain away my behavior I decided to “come out” and just let the whole world know. This is the ramblings of my life

Leave a comment